Not feeling much like writing lately.  I started this blog as a sort of journal of all the issues I have with my boys. I thought that it would help to have a place to get out all of that negative stuff.  And maybe even one day when things were better look back and see what I made it through.  Only problem is I feel like all I do is complain.  I don't like when other people constantly complain and I don't want to be guilty of that myself.  But I can't honestly write about what is going on in my life without being negative.  Just last month, we had 13 doctor's appointments, 9 days of OSS (out of school suspension,) 3 sick days, a non-routine parent-teacher conference, a school counselor alerting me to an incident involving one of my kids and alcohol at his dad's house, a cop bringing kids home at 1am, the first 4 days of a school expulsion that will last the remainder of the school year, and some stuff that I can't talk about here because it is even worse than that.  There are some positive things that happened but it is so hard to pull them out of all the muck and I'm so exhausted I don't even get on the computer most nights.  Just curl up under the covers as soon as my boys go to bed and watch TV until I can fall asleep.

I was gonna go up and put a title on this post but my computer broke so I'm borrowing one from a friend and I can't get to the box where the title goes because something is covering it up.